Never Will Be

This song is in my musical, but in a completely different format. I don't know exactly what the changed lyrics are because my computer has been in repair for the last month.

Never Will Be

I'm sitting here thinking more than I should.
Seeing your face and your smile in the distance.
The vision is torn away from me leaving me with the thought that you have left.

Chorus:
This time I know that it is goodbye forever.
I know you won't be coming back.
It's a cruel truth to deal with.
Knowing that I can't let go of something that never was and never will be.

I seem to be the one that gets hurt the most.
I'm always the one to take the fall.
Clinging for every strand left from the past to hold on to.
Never willing to give up.

Chorus:
This time I know that it is goodbye forever.
I know you won't be coming back.
It's a cruel truth to deal with.
Knowing that I can't let go of something that never was and never will be.

I'm breaking apart.
Pieces of me are scattering on the floor.
I wait for you to feel the same way about me.
The sad thing is that day will never happen.